Laraine,I hereby confirm I am a total idiot - and I take you for granted. I don't know why I do, because I do love you more than I can tell you.
Paying the bills and work take over far too much - I shouldn't let it take me away from you.
I know I've made lots of mistakes over our time together, and wish I could promise that I won't make anymore, but I probably will. I've said I'll try before and always let you down, although it isn't my intention.
Maybe you should leave me, and I wouln't blame you if you did, but I am putting this out in Cyberspace to let the world know how I feel about you.
Why I can't show it more I don't know, but you are my world. I still get butterflies if I just look at you. I can't imagine life without you. I wish I could provide more for you, and that I gave you more time in the past. You deserve better than me, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support and love for all these years.
Maybe one day I'll get over myself and be someone you want, if the mistakes off the past can be overcome. I want to try, I hope you'll let me. I hope I don't fail again like I seem to fail at everything. I try so hard, and keep getting it wrong. Maybe there is something wrong with me.
You are my light, my love, my wife, my fluffy bunny.
Whatever happens,
I'll always love you, and I'll always be sorry.
